Thankful

I went service just now...call me garang or gungho...i couldnt find a reason why i couldnt or shouldnt attend service if i feel perfectly well! Anyway, i know many old folks would disagree but somehow i really missed church!

Wanna thank my cell group, W236, for making me feel so welcomed again! Haha...they are really a bunch of great people and i am glad to be part of the family. They shared with me parenting tips and most importantly, encouraged me when i feel really bad about my body changes... special thanks to Teresa, Christina and Sharon! Seeing that they survived, i know i could do it too! Their babies too, went for phototherapy and assured me not to feel too sad. All in all, their words really made me go on, fighting to be a greater mummy!

Service was great, pastor Tan did a bit of BS today, sharing with us how we must hold on the the vision and keep knowing who our God is! Without really knowing Him, we make foolish choices. Honey was sharing with me that God told him that there's a change in season in his life and we need to flow with the ever changing new things God wants to do, without loosing our vision. It's either we go with the flow, or trying so hard to swim against it. I know he's in a transition stage, and it's not easy for him, and i really thank God for such a great husband, and father to DenDen. Seeing how devoted he is to this family, i dont know what else to say.

After service we went to see Denden despite both of us feeling really tired. We wanna let him know that he's very important to us, even if it's just a glimpse of him, but the nurses were really nice, letting us spend some time alone. Den was sleeping soundly and we just talked and talked to him, we knew he could hear us. We will go down and see him again later at 8am, see how he progresses, hopefully can fetch him home in the afternoon!! God, heal him!